Can’t move out, gotta stay here and earn as much as possible to buy my own place… or get married. I think earning money is easier lol. Work is so stressful and getting worse. And diet plans are bringing some slight results for my weight loss journey…
I think my brother has some deeply disturbing issues that need to be addressed. Recently, when my parents were away on a holiday, he blew up at me when I asked a casual question and would not stop yelling and hurling vulgarities at me. I apologised for asking, and said I won’t ask anymore but even then, his wrath would not be contained.
Having low confidence and self-esteem is common among girls and women. Throughout my LIFE, I have been struggling with believing in myself, having faith, and generally thinking that I am already good enough. I constantly tell myself that I am enough, but the next moment, I will find ways to identify my flaws and how much I fall short compared to others. But I learn in the end to take it easier on myself…
So, how has your year come along? It’s almost the end of March and I’m quite pleased with the number of “New” stuff I have in my life. I actually like this feeling… New phone New (additional) phone number – so yes, I have 2 numbers New laptop New workplace New diet plans New hairstyle (this Saturday!) New face shape* (doing some fillers) New attitude to Life New way of handling relationships (and fuckboys) New website/ blog domain New Projects — Hosting New clothing/ fashion style…Continue Reading “Year of Change”
The other day, I had a late-night gathering with a few friends. Side note: We have known each other for 12+ years and meet maybe once or twice a year. We are all different types of people with varied interests and career paths, so being able to get along while each maintaining our separate personal identities, is a HUGE social achievement. So we had some catching up and talked about our work, relationships, family, our mutual friend who is currently working in Japan alone and…Continue Reading “Freedom Comes At A Price”
I love travelling. The smell of the air (different in every country!). Being introduced to a different culture. Trying local cuisines. Exploring a new city. Witnessing Nature’s beauty… In every way possible, travelling to a new place is a blessing. It is also an escape from our comfort zones to remind us of how fortunate we are, or how much we have progressed, or how much more there is to discover in this vast world. Travelling reminds us to be humble. We are each a small…Continue Reading “Where should I travel to next?”
2017 is passing by too quickly. February is almost over! Come March/ April I will be working on launching my side projects.Continue Reading "The Start of Something New"